Around our Bontleng park site you will see a number of bottles. These bottles were used up, and discarded. Once their purpose was done they were tossed to the side and forgotten about. Some could have been smashed and shattered on the path, as is seen all over the city of Gaborone, Botswana, left there to be picked up by little hands and stepped on by unsuspecting travellers, some to be shipped off to a landfill not to be thought of again by the person who had originally purchased it.
I must admit that at times I feel like one of these bottles. The feeling of being secluded and worthless is all too real especially in the darkest and toughest times. Waiting and anticipating someone to say or do the wrong thing just so I can lash out and hurt them to ease my own worthlessness. Deep down I know this is not what God has for me. I know it, I read it and I even understand that there is better way but it is just too hard to put into action when I’m in my funk.
However, I am learning more and more that I am a visual person. On one of these funk days of mine, I went to the park with Nathan and Malakai. I looked around the sight and saw the various elements that we have had on our hearts, prayed about and now finally in the world, I saw everything from a different perspective.
Nothing stood out more than the work with the bottles. The bottles have been used in our recycling centre, gardens, bathrooms and soon in our café, and I was struck at just how beautiful that is. Not only for the eco-friendliness of it or the beauty of how it looks, but in what it symbolised to me.
They stood there yelling at me that this is what God has for us and so much more! Yes it is not God’s intention for us to be broken, dirty and tossed aside, but He makes all things good. So although it may not be his intention, he helps us with one word: all. We are all broken, we all need him, we all can help each other and all together we can build each other up. We need community.
Like the bottles, when we remain in our broken state by ourselves, we are of no use to anyone, we will be in the way and could possibly be waiting to hurt others, but if we band together and allow the designer to use us in His plans we can stand together strong, united and with purpose. Maybe not in the way He originally intended but in a beautiful way all the same. We need to find the beauty in every single day, even if it is not what we have intended for ourselves.
This is something I struggle with. When I am hurt, sad or feeling any extreme really I seclude myself from everything and only later do I regret it because I missed out. When things are not going my way I withdraw. I have to make this a challenge to myself, to think in terms of these bottles. I challenge myself and everyone else too, to find the beauty and find community because when we do great things will happen!
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